Ohne Punkt (Part 4) When I opened the door I quickly realized I knew her look was depersonalized dissociated but I told He stood me say a word against the window with his arm outstretched and open hand I thought maybe I had stayed in that position since I left If so would not surprise me Your control mechanisms work overtime and the result is stressful periods depression and fear I said suddenly, turning around with his hand still open and through the window opening Ultimately're a combination of extreme vulnerability and you have an attitude at once defensive and brittle chilling effect which makes you somebody who is helpless to enjoy life If I was not insensible pity you give me I asked him if it was me who was speaking His was not pleonastic (5) and slid underneath the tabs to cut the air Do not worry though he continued as he closed his fist, bringing his arm towards you Although we are in tune different frequencies and different channels (6) in the background is something we share our voices were decapitated and and said that the silence gargled a few seconds or minutes were not enough to remember know the passage of the Hesse book I had read at 18 and said "She was the bright and tiny window opening in my gloomy cavern of anguish Redemption was the path of liberation she had to teach me how to live or die teach her with his hand was pretty safe that touch my heart numb to the touch of life to flourish or burst into ash Where she drew these forces where the magic came to him for mysterious reasons why I had purchased for this deep significance about this I could not give further thought Like I did not have the slightest interest in knowing I do not mind at all know anything think any of it was already supersaturated were just for me torment and sharper and mortifying shame that I realized that my own state exactly was so fully aware of it before I saw this guy in this animal Steppenwolf like a fly in the nets and I noticed how but what pushed her to the decision how tangled and dangling helplessly how the spider web was ready to chop how it came to the same distance would have been the helping hand that the most prudent and sensible things about relationships and causes of my suffering my sick soul of my mechanical sorcery and neurosis was clear to me But what I needed so desperately longed to know and understand it was not but sway and impulse life decision "(7)
(5) pleonasm orgasmic
(6) These metaphors he was more than soccer. So, instead of thinking something like "I'm in 'orsay'" or "I hit the crossbar, his mental grid F1 spoke tightening in case of problems.
(7) Hesse, H.: "Steppenwolf", Madrid, Alianza Editorial, 1970 p. 0.0001
